You have to get to the Y early to play, otherwise you
wait. Early mean’s 6:55 when the games start at about 8:00.
You put your name on a list with blocks already partitioned out from 1 to
5. These will be the five-player teams and although names are placed on
the list on a first come first serve basis, there is unusual interest in the
matchups for at the Y as in most pickup games in the world, winners stay.
My first day at the Y was like every succeeding day. Casually, the same
group of 7-8 would be there by 7:00 putting on their basketball shoes while
shooting the shit, sitting on the Y’s stoop waiting for others. Diesel,
the youngest player at 32 who played like he was powered by rocket fuel.
Sam who because of his connections I never saw but who always ended 1 or
2 on the list. The Reverend, who was fifty five years old and slower
now but still crafty and exact. Empathy (yes his name was Empathy) who
played defense like a man-sized pest. And of course Lester, Luke, Willy
and myself.
At 7:30, the metal door to the gym would creak open, and
silently like blue collar workers with clear job descriptions, we would get to
work-- the court swept, the two basket nets mended, the immaculately conceived
puddles mopped, the other steel door propped. At 7:50 the group would
gather at center court and hold hands to sing and pray. Lester had a deep voice
and would usually start the one or two hymns to be sung as the others naturally
joined in. The group would rock back and forth, elbows set straight,
heads to the sky leading necks, eyes closed. Everyone knew the words
except me. When the singing was done, I would pray that the Reverend
would not be asked to pray. The Reverend while a great ball player, who made
quick sound decisions, was neither succinct nor coherent in communal
prayer. The Reverend’s prayer could easily last 20 minutes. The
record was 35.
“Dear God, one fatherly God, most blessed God, God of all
Gods, hear us God, we who pray to you God to watch over us today, we who love
you God. This is not say we don’t know your love God, blessed God.
Your love we know dwarfs the love we feel, however strong, we are weak, you are
strong, we the weak among the one God, who is strong, but all powerful, the
father, the son, the holy ghost. Oh God."
The first time, I thought the Reverend was joking, but
then I ungraciously opened my eyes at the ten-minute mark only to discover
everyone else’s eyes closed. A second time I swore I saw Sam open his
left eye, only to quickly close it. A fellow conspirator! But Sam
would never admit to this nor would I ever think to accuse him. A third time,
being the only one left with eyes open, I closed my eyes extra tight in devout
determination, trying to concentrate on the foreign message proceeding before
me in tongues but really only thinking that this prayer was going to require
additional stretching. My limbs often went numb in the prayer's circle
when the Reverend prayed. A sign?